In previous entry, I thought I will have a good Thursday. But actually, not so.

I planned to go to Collective Voices meeting in order to claim my money. However, shits happen (and it always happen to me) and I end up rugi instead. Firstly, I go to Royal Parade by Citybus. I thought I got a good price (2 pounds 45 pence for return) because the usual price with Citybus is 2 pounds and 80 p. wondering how untung i am, because i will receive 9 pounds from Dienka (reimbursement from last thursday taxi fare)*sigh*

as the bus arrived, I was in between these 2 pakciks, masing2 nk tunjuk gentlemen ~adeh~ lelaki dan ego mereka. tapi aku suka lelaki gentlemen. kakoii!!

Pakcik A: you first.
Pakcik B: no, you first.
Pakcik A: it’s OK, you first.

(Lalu aku memandang mereka sambil tersenyum)

Pakcik A dan Pakcik B: Right you first.

(Aku pun masuk bas sambil menahan gelak dan berkata dalam hati “aku gak yg untung”)

After the hillarious incident, I gave the bus ticket and the driver said “Sorry love, I can’t take you there. This is Citybus ticket. You have to get the next bus”.

Feeling frustated and a bit ashamed, I stepped down and looking at the timetable the Citybus bus is at 2300 and my watch showed 1910. nandeyo~ if i want to take first bus (to cut the cost), the next bus is another one hour. feeling hungry, desperate for nature call, then I took cab. The cost? 8 pounds and 40 pence.

Moral of the story:
If Ainee want to go to Barbican Theatre for her Thursday meeting another time, she should take First Bus instead. Although it’s 2.80, the time gap is priceless. She (Ainee) can have flexible timing for Thursday meeting.

P.S: O yeah, but the Amazon’s CD has been bought and I got some profit actually
(at last!).

Although I just received a cynical mail from Tracey (sigh~my own fault actually~), but I received jolly good e-mails from Amazon.co.uk and Dienka. Firstly, my item which promoted at amazon.co.uk has been bought by a stranger (of course! duh~). Next, I can’t wait for ‘Thursday meeting’ at Barbican theatre. I will get some money~ Yeay!! Yeah~~ Erm, bout Dienka’s email I think I’m interested to perform in Port Elliot Fest (in Cornwall) and if I have chance, I will call the person who offers work to do voiceover for a DVD (hope it’s not for a porn one~LOL~feel a bit happy when I hear my own voice recorded :P) SO people, here I promote Port Elliot Fest and bonus job offer.

I definitely agree with one of hantubola contributors; Vincent. Zidane should kicked Materazzi’s balls (in front of billions people!!) so that he will suffer for his entire life for insulting Zidane and ruining Zidane’s image. Erk, Zidane has no harm actually. Why?

Here is petikan from hantubola. (Note that the pronouns ‘you’ and ‘your’ refer to Zidane)

It is your last game, EVER. Future suspensions are not a concern.

You are a multi millionaire. Fines are not a concern.

You are a living legend. Reputation is not a concern. Maradona is proof of that.

Some half baked player (allegedly) insulted your mum. (ainee’s Q:or is it his sister?)

You decide to go out with a bang.

You head butt him in the chest.

1. WHY THE eff you didn’t uppercut his jaw and kick him in the balls?
2. What difference would it have made?!?

Whatever!! If I were Zidane, I worry nothing. Plus, he got golden boot lagi. (See? masin woo mulut aku). Irony ain’t it? To FIFA, just do whatever (stupid) decission you want to do. His career is already ended right after that (stupid) referee sent him out.

Sigh. It’s over. I won’t comment same thing over and over again. If you want a good comment from one of my friend, who supports France all the way, a girl, but have a wide knowledge about football, read it here. Another comment, from guy’s point of view, another France supporter, read here. To read a totally different comment, check out FaisalTehrani’s blog.

Here, there are shots which have been missed by World Cup paparazzi’s during the match.

1. Primarily, I will break from the cocoon. That’s a good start anyway.
2. Learn French. Anyway, French language is much sexier than Japanese.
3. Go for facial treatment. After damaging my skin because of stress, insufficient amount of sleep and plenty of tears,
4. Go for manicure.My fingers need attention actually.
5. Go for pedicure. My feet need attention as much as my fingers either.
6. I will have a shopping blast. Buy good fashionable clothes and jewelleries to the new single me. Treat myself. Pamper myself. Heaven~~
7. Do voluntary work. I want to develop a new friendly helpful network. Anyway, it will build many positive aura after all, ain’t it? Who knows I will meet good rich guy over there.
8. Read Lily’s blog entries. Try to learn to be smart like her. (Not bitchy OK? but maybe I need it for emotion-protection-layer for my heart. I am not dumb to be dump).
9. Trip to French or meet Henry at Emirates Stad. Give him a memorable hug. *grin*
10. Smile to myself, be positive, list the next 10 things I want to do before I reach age 30.

Hee hee. Me got up so late today. Me went to cool ASDA wif kak eQin. Me got parcels. Me got the drawing kits. Me got SIMS2 DVD. Yeay! I know what to do after WC ends.

People. Don’t panic if:

1. I don’t pick up your calls
2. I don’t come out from my room for days
3. I don’t turun to eat dinner for days
4. You hear click2 sound from my room
5. Suddenly you smell burning stuff (probably that comes from my PC)
6. Suddenly, one day, you see Ainee is not herself anymore; smelly & messy

People. Blame EA games. Blame them for creating such addictive fun game.
SIMS2! Can’t wait to play you!
Err, drawing kits, forgive me if I abandon you for a long time. I will actually. Insya Allah.

OOPS! It says here:
EPILEPSY WARNING – Some people are usceptible to epileptic seizures or loss of consciousness when exposed to certain lights or light patterns in everyday life.
Such people may have seizure while watching television images or playing certain video games. This may happen even if the person has no medical history of epilepsy or has never had any epileptic seizures. If you or anyone in your family has ever had symptoms related to epilepsy (seizures or loss of consciousness) when exposed to flashing lights, consult your doctor prior to playing. We advise that parents should monitor the use of video games by their children. If you or your children experience any of the following symptoms: dizziness, blurred vision, eye or muscle twitches, loss of consciousness, disorientation, any involuntary movement or convulsion, while palying a video game, discontinue use IMMEDIATELY and consult your doctor.

F*ck! Aww man..you don’t have to put this in the first page of the manual. I think I experienced those symptoms (dizziness, unconsciousness) when I played it in Malaysia last time (yaloh, beli cetak rompak’s DVD mane dapat manual like this). Haih. it also advise me to stay away (in the manual it says rest, but I think it means ‘stay away’) from the computer about 10 minutes to 15 minutes per hour. Sigh. This manual kills the fun. Really.

This drama made me cry like hell.I don’t know it will be this sad. I tried to finish to watch it in 4 days but I end up to watch the ending at the 6th day since the day I started to watch it. So sad. It really depicts cinderella. I hate the stepmother so much. She’s the actress and managed to act goodie2 in front of Jung-suh’s father. Feel so geram. Right. This drama has taken all my tears and my sleep time. Hence, I leave you with some of my favourite script from the drama and the synopsis. Hope you like it as I do.

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*When Jung-suh asked Song-Joo during the last time of her life. I can’t stop crying towards the end of the series. Urgh! What is their formulae huh??

Jung Suh: Oppa, i think people who love each other are destined to be together from birth.

Song Joo: yes, like you and me, they’re destined to meet.

Jung Suh: then parting ways is predestined too, right? So we should gladly accept it, right?

Song Joo: Yes, because we’re going to meet again.

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*When Jung-suh met Yuri before she leave for good. Jung-suh meet the person who made her life bitter, stole her life and made she lost her eyesight for the last time, at the cell. I was touched by her kindness.

Yuri: I was so cruel to you, so why are you crying for me?

Jung-suh:I hate you. I’m human too. We all feel envy and jealousy inside. You’re not the only one. So don’t be too hard on yourself about the past.

Yuri:You dummy.

Jung-suh:You’re so bad.

Yuri: han jung-suh, I’m sorry.

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Synopsis:
(summarized by Krystalheart)
A story about Jung Suh (Choi Ji Woo) and her best friend Song Joo (Kwon Sang Woo). As childhood friends, Jung Suh and Song Joo held a special bond within their friendship that blossomed into love. Song Joo leaves to America to study abroad, leaving a sad Jung Suh behind. Jung Suh is left alone to suffer in the silent cruelty of her step sister, Yuri, and new step mother. All the while, Jung Suh tries to be nice to her new step brother, Tae Hwa, who in returns mistakes this friendship for affection. Tae Hwa falls in love with young Jung Suh. The love that heaven forbids and a tragic love story that starts to unfold from here. Full review.

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What I learn from this drama is a love-relationship need:

~faith, hope and love~

Yesterday was fun yet tired for me. After watching the advanture-comedy Pirates of Carribean, then faa, snah and me walk about 20 minutes to the train station. We waited for Dienka and others; Marrick the latecomer, came late as usual. So we depart with the 6pm’s train. I try not to sleep although I feel quite exhausted, because I want to enjoy the view of the sea, from the glass panel of the coach’s window. The journey was OK since I didn’t much impressed by the sea view. Plus, I got headache as I inhaled cigar’s smoke while walking in city center. Sigh. I know this journey is not going to be a so-much-fun-it-had-to-be journey.

Arrived in Exeter St Davis station around 6 pm, walking to the Exeter city center for about 20 minutes, feel relieved when we found the place. They were about to have dinner in the bar, then faa, senah and me made some excuse, went out to the city center, finding a bench, we ate in fron of an underground gig place. We had free music and food too! The city was nice. The buildings look like ala Elizabethan and Victorian style. Very nice. They have Starbucks either (which what Plymouth doesn’t have BUT Plymouth is going to have it around this December when the shopping mall in Drake Circus is opened). It’s quite nice, seeing the stone and brick road, and it feels like entering Sherlock Holmes’ time. Thee hee hee.

Then at 8 pm, the emcee started the caremony by introducing the creative writers from Exeter University. They declaimed their poems in monotonous way, however, the poems were great; but I think it is more suitable to be read in anthology or other written form.

Then there’s dreadlock. He is beyond my expectation. That’s what I want. He hip-hop, rap and rhyme and pun. He’s super cool. I think he’s the coolest poet I’ve ever met. Very outspoken. Very sarcastic, yet, very honest. It’s my first time seeing a perfomance of ‘slam poetry’. I still remember one of his poem about prejudice; “why do we have different colours? Even aliens have 12 shades of grey”. Funny but true. He said he comes from a race called ‘humanrace’ but later people begin to classify and categorise themselves according to their skin colour.

Dreadlockalien comes from intermarriage. He is an Anglo Indo Carribean. Since chilhood, he knows how does it feel to be in between world. He neither Jamaican nor English. His grandfather like crickets and another one likes rugby. He likes both games and so his grandads both like him. However, living in between means there’s no black and white. It’s grey and it’s tough to be in between white and black.

Now, I feel inspired and got so much to say and I have so little time. I don’t know where to start but I think it will be the best if I can start writing up some simple poems, just to prepare for the next creative writers writing. I really want to improve my poem-writing skills. Hope that one day, our country will not run out of good poets and quality literature.