What should I do when I feel that this time is one of the happiest moments in my life but people surround me are not so happy. You know what I mean. It’s like, the happiness doesn’t gel with the environment. It’s just not right. Dealing with tantrums and anger, lots of it, makes the happiness fades. Something is not right. Shall I be the entertainer? Shall I be happy? Shall I hide my happiness so that the anger will not be ruined by the cheery happiness? Or shall I have both? How can we described a feeling that is happy yet fiery? How is that?